InsaneJournal

Current mood:

tired

the minor fall ; the major lift
…somehow, I suddenly seem to have acquired a Hallelujah muse.

Am not entirely sure how this happened. Am pretending I’m not secretly pleased about it. XD;

I get the feeling he’s been wanting to barge in for a while now, though, so it’s good he finally is~. Except I’d really wanted an Alle-muse too – and for whatever reason, I’ll generally only get a muse for half a pair. o_o; (The most notable exceptions for this are Fai and Kurogane. Fai-muse flails around in my head all the damned time, but Kuro-muse definitely shows up too and glares at me when he wants something. XD;; Which I also pretend I don’t find cute.)

Ah well. Maybe I’ll end up with the both of them anyway, since technically they are the same person~. And if not…might be for the best, considering Tieria-muse is liable to try shooting Alle for being brainless. >.>; Whoops.

Actually, I may end up with muses of all of them, considering I can relate a lot to each of the Meisters, with the exception of Setsuna. (Because clearly I am not Gundam. Nor do hot dogs send me into random PTSD flashbacks.)

Tieria is easily the one I empathise with the most, the enigmatic guardedness but still being lonely and wanting human contact all the same. And the exasperation of ‘OhgodIamsurroundedbyidiotsDOINITWRONG.’ Except I’m not at all grumpy and my personality itself is a lot more like Lockon’s – trying to stay cheerful and always playing mama to everyone else whilst being perceptive and accepting of…well, essentially anything. (Basically, Lockon is some bizarre mix of Fai and Kurogane and oh god it’s no wonder I love him so much. o_O) And there’s a bit of Allelujah thrown into the mix there too, the gentleness and uncertainty coupled with epic avoidance issues. >.>

Really, I just love that I initially got into this show just for the crack and then it ended up giving me reasons like this to become ~*emotionally invested*~ in it. XD And let’s not even get started on how much the Lockon/Tieria dynamic guts me like a fucking fish. ._.;;; Buh.

I should seriously try getting the entire series downloaded (tubes can be filled? ~_~) and then marathon it all. Om nom nom. ♥